Hi Yall
It has been my life long dream to live on a farm since the time i was very little. When i was little til i was 21 i lived in a country setting in Western pan handle of Maryland, although we never lived on a farm. We were never far from them and most of great aunts and uncles and cousins farmed. Some how the "sweetish smelling" spring manure being spread on fields is very comforting to me. I even joined the FFA and took Vo.Ag. classes, i could have graduated in the Vo.Ag. Pathway.. or Fine Arts ( for art).. but i graduated in the Math/Science pathway.
I moved to be closer to my then Boyfriend and ended up in a city( although the people who lived there said it was "such a small town" usually with discust in their voices.) I constantly felt like i was in a tense unfriendly situation when i stepped out the door.
A few months ago we moved to a more rural setting, we both hate the house and hate the land. We lost our dog after getting here. It is great to be back in the country though, but it still isn't exactly what i am wanting.
Plus as i look forward to wanting to start having children of my own i want to .. well .. protect them ( and myself) a little from the outside world. I think that i grew up more nieve then i thought since i lived in the country. I want to be able to spend more time at home even if i am working. I also want to be more self sufficient.
I have tons of ideas and questions... as usual .. as they say curiosity killed the cat ... i am glad though because i must have my weight in cat lives *LOL*